Ok where was i then.. Okiez on gf stuff. It's all over, the sadness are all gone haha. Let me recall... hmmm some miss understanding at my side.
On my bd itself, i was waiting since 12am for her msg but no where to be found till 1400 hours. She called and ask me somethings.. I was wondering should i tell her, what if she forgets about it totally? Then i just go ahead to remind her cuz after all, bd of mine has never been a big thingy cuz of my family background and culture.
Imagine she forgotten it totally, wow perhaps my heart gonna shatter into microns.
Was suppose to fetch her but i overslept.. I got an big headache when i realise it, it did broke her heart :( i know. I went back to sleep. Wake up again thinking would be a nice idea to send her to course.. Got the wrong info and stuff, waited at the bus stop, it rain. I've got no reply, was so sad... By the time she reply, she was already 80% of her journey.. awwwww double blow...
I went back home then. On my journey back, tears was held back, so painful experience. I just can't cry cuz its after all my fault.
I told "mum" about all this and she says, oh god, we 2 need to talk haha. Worry i'm very worried:(.
After my guitar lesson ard 5, waited for her call cuz her course finished at 5.30, instead she waited for my call... wow!!! triple blow!! from microns to nano...
Went to meet her after her course. She gave me a different greeting, i was worried:( hmmm things seems to be worse. But actually she was just quite tired... I might have been too sensitive haha..
where did we go after that, and what happened, i've forgotten em all. I think we only went for dinner then home, can't remember really.
This did not get better. But somehow it did. I've forgotten the whole process much but haha it's all overnow. i'm happy she's happy and we are happy <3
I remember there's 1 week when i sleep like 2 hours each day for 2 days wow, was with her and work work work.. Don't feel very tired.. cuz i didn't eat much, perhaps that explain why one feel tired after food.
Will postagainsoon..
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