At this stage...

I shall type what comes to mind. Perhaps i understand what old people meant about old injuries when it's raining day.

This accident happened few years back at 2002 around may. I might have fell in love with this lady. Her character maturity looks everything was what i felt, hmmmm this was perhaps the kind of girl for me.

At that time i was a rather ill-self discipline kid. I'm very unmature lazy and lots of bad stuff. I was a leader, some gym instructor and thought i am very fit and strong.

I can't remember how i got her phone and mobile number. Unknowingly i just started talking with her over the phone for like hours etc. During breaks or activities when we are seperated far apart, i just like to scout around for her location. This has been a habit that started out of no known reason. Then i started to ask her out to some boring place for no reason.

There is one time when we went to expo for not sure what event. We were like eating some snacks form orange julius or something. The sky started leaking and soon it burst. It could have been that moment which i realise.

Something magical happened one day..
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For a few months, especially during the wet seasons at the end of the year, my eyes was keep moist for most of the time. When it rains, i would go to sleep because no one knows what i'm doing since raining days are best for sleep.

The old injuries pain got slightly better but i seem to observe some changes in pattern. It always happens around this time of the year, i don't know why but it is excruciating.

Moist pair of eyes again, time to sleep.

3rd march 2006

On this day, the owner of this blog obtained his class 2b riding license. 2b means motor bike =>200cc which is rather limited. It was his 1st attempt and he got 18 points so partly was due to luck.

Diploma course ended so swift(3 years), what's next. He don't seems to have a future and could the license be here to end his future? He ponders..

My $$ is getting lesser and lesser and should i buy motor bike or bicycle? sigh..

When i know i pass, she was the 1st one i wish to share with but, lost contact :I

My eyes can't take it, the end..