Long time not been blogging

I just realise time is passing so fast. Less than a month time it's back to square one at tekong. I'm going to miss my darling my computer and many many more. Still have a few things left undone before i enter army. Need to make a new passport incase ns need to go overseas. BioMetric one is cool though because i have the intention to go US one day. Need to book 70-290 mcp exam, gonna cost a bomb. Chalet coming up and i'm like left with few more days to ns?

Dear is having exams and stuff. Then going overseas after exams. COming back when i'm having chalet. Too bad her mum don't allow her to go overnight. I just wonder what's wrong with it but i just got to respect their decision. I would love to watch sunrise with her too. Sigh.. Hope the last few days before i go army is fun and can spent some lovely time with her.

4 more movie left unwatched. Fast and furious, my super ex-gf, click and haiz.. forgotten le. Perhaps too much gaming.

Need some rest cuz working later.. Still miss her so much, wonder what's she doing now..

hmmmmm munie is another problem, saved half of pay.. got to survive with the other half. SInce it's saving, i just got to thrift a little ;)

That's all for now.

Been along time since i post.

Woo 1st time spending such huge amount of money for a birthday present. Been thrifting and budgeting it. My pay from it fair is already late by 20 days. got 50 bucks at friend whom borrowed for motor bike 2 years ago. should have like 200+ left but money came late and left with 110 :X Gonna buy ice cream cake somemore wow. hmmm can man fair card fully topped till pay day :D hmmmm hope she likes this. Got a worry she might not like or find it unnessaccary cuz i been talking how badly i saved for this present. haiz worry also no use. buy le.

Another post

Ok where was i then.. Okiez on gf stuff. It's all over, the sadness are all gone haha. Let me recall... hmmm some miss understanding at my side.

On my bd itself, i was waiting since 12am for her msg but no where to be found till 1400 hours. She called and ask me somethings.. I was wondering should i tell her, what if she forgets about it totally? Then i just go ahead to remind her cuz after all, bd of mine has never been a big thingy cuz of my family background and culture.
Imagine she forgotten it totally, wow perhaps my heart gonna shatter into microns.

Was suppose to fetch her but i overslept.. I got an big headache when i realise it, it did broke her heart :( i know. I went back to sleep. Wake up again thinking would be a nice idea to send her to course.. Got the wrong info and stuff, waited at the bus stop, it rain. I've got no reply, was so sad... By the time she reply, she was already 80% of her journey.. awwwww double blow...
I went back home then. On my journey back, tears was held back, so painful experience. I just can't cry cuz its after all my fault.

I told "mum" about all this and she says, oh god, we 2 need to talk haha. Worry i'm very worried:(.

After my guitar lesson ard 5, waited for her call cuz her course finished at 5.30, instead she waited for my call... wow!!! triple blow!! from microns to nano...
Went to meet her after her course. She gave me a different greeting, i was worried:( hmmm things seems to be worse. But actually she was just quite tired... I might have been too sensitive haha..

where did we go after that, and what happened, i've forgotten em all. I think we only went for dinner then home, can't remember really.

This did not get better. But somehow it did. I've forgotten the whole process much but haha it's all overnow. i'm happy she's happy and we are happy <3

I remember there's 1 week when i sleep like 2 hours each day for 2 days wow, was with her and work work work.. Don't feel very tired.. cuz i didn't eat much, perhaps that explain why one feel tired after food.

Will postagainsoon..

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Wow too much food, i feel like vomiting now. Been a long time since i blog. Just started to work at DHL changi cargo center. I wanna blog all i want and care not about what others say. This could next time be my diary of memories.

I've been happy with my gf until lately. It's rather sad thing when your love one is away from you on your bd. I got to understand her cuz it's not planned thingy.

Work on 1-4th june.
I've been working straight from june 1st for it fair till 4th. Promoter for nippon electric company's laptop. I once help friend reformat one and thot it was a good idea. Pay was like 25 plus commission for weekdays and 35 for weekend. Didn't know lunch and dinner was provided. Was sent to give out flyers instead. Then thought i was good at technical specs and would be a better promoter. Took up the risk on 2nd day and got 1 sales. Each sales is $10 bucks. So it was a worthwhile risk, cuz it gave me experience(new) on promoters or sales line. I was too honest at promoting but that's my nature. I don't want customer to be cheated. 1st day giving out flyers i make some friends. 2nd was just pure experience. 3rd day was like hmmmmm trying out new style. Got 2 sales, was some improvement but i know it's not as customer wanted to buy and not my skill.Was unhappy when we serve a old couple and he went to other promoter to buy... piece of shit. That made me understand what's ks in this line. Final day, hmmm i decided to only explain to those who are here to buy it. I should have gotten 7 sales but inthe end only got 3 recorded. I was not so hunger for munie so i have to heart to forget it. There's lots of dark secret, so sad... Atleast what i told the customer is true and have no worries if one day walking down the street with my love one, they come and confront me. Got a few girls number on the last day but only sms 1 whom thot could be a friend. I'm attached and therefore stopped after the next day as i got to consider my love's feeling.

Gonna start new post after some sleep. I need it cuz i'm working tonight :)
Dear! Wo hao xiang ni :( Get well soon :)

Why people say don't talk abt ex to her

Now i understand le, i just did it. I was super duper guilty. I don't know if this is acceptable or not, she qnsed me but i know my conscience was clear. Very clear because i know my mind only have her image when i'm heading to dreamland.

I hope this relationship is going to last forever.

Watched 2 movie so far, gonna comment about their moral soon when i'm back again.

I've been playing dota till never msg her, fatal mistake but i think of her everysecond i play... I told her i think she understand :D

This is good sign, this relationship is very good <3

brb going off for supper to discuss fnb for chalet :D

i guess i'm really...............

Am i really in love or am i just treating care as love... I wish i'm not mistaking it :( Lot's of 1st time with this lady;walking along the romantic bridge beside merlion;sit chat share a piece of chess cake in starbucks;give her flower;a comfy bear;share a salad at a resturant.

The feeling is good, but i'm not sure what she thinks. Did she hint me and was i too shy to ask her for a closer relationship... hmmm i'm gonna let time take it's place.

hmmmm wish i'm really going into a relationship with her, woooo but i suck at these.

I'm really more than happy, o'my!!!

At this stage...

I shall type what comes to mind. Perhaps i understand what old people meant about old injuries when it's raining day.

This accident happened few years back at 2002 around may. I might have fell in love with this lady. Her character maturity looks everything was what i felt, hmmmm this was perhaps the kind of girl for me.

At that time i was a rather ill-self discipline kid. I'm very unmature lazy and lots of bad stuff. I was a leader, some gym instructor and thought i am very fit and strong.

I can't remember how i got her phone and mobile number. Unknowingly i just started talking with her over the phone for like hours etc. During breaks or activities when we are seperated far apart, i just like to scout around for her location. This has been a habit that started out of no known reason. Then i started to ask her out to some boring place for no reason.

There is one time when we went to expo for not sure what event. We were like eating some snacks form orange julius or something. The sky started leaking and soon it burst. It could have been that moment which i realise.

Something magical happened one day..
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Something..

For a few months, especially during the wet seasons at the end of the year, my eyes was keep moist for most of the time. When it rains, i would go to sleep because no one knows what i'm doing since raining days are best for sleep.

The old injuries pain got slightly better but i seem to observe some changes in pattern. It always happens around this time of the year, i don't know why but it is excruciating.

Moist pair of eyes again, time to sleep.

3rd march 2006

On this day, the owner of this blog obtained his class 2b riding license. 2b means motor bike =>200cc which is rather limited. It was his 1st attempt and he got 18 points so partly was due to luck.

Diploma course ended so swift(3 years), what's next. He don't seems to have a future and could the license be here to end his future? He ponders..

My $$ is getting lesser and lesser and should i buy motor bike or bicycle? sigh..

When i know i pass, she was the 1st one i wish to share with but, lost contact :I

My eyes can't take it, the end..

Post of a totaled gonna

Hello World... I'm reaching age 20 soon, then army then adult... Don't know how my life will be like. Sudden overload of projects.. Realise i lost touch with what i learned in the past 12 weeks... Juz got a padel cycle, 1 wheel bike. Tough road ahead... There're just to many things to do in live and i don't know what i want.
Stopped darkages since it expired 10 days ago :) But now i instead i realise get tired so easily, wtf is wrong? Lost IC, didn't even realise till i take trail theory test.