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Ok where was i then.. Okiez on gf stuff. It's all over, the sadness are all gone haha. Let me recall... hmmm some miss understanding at my side.

On my bd itself, i was waiting since 12am for her msg but no where to be found till 1400 hours. She called and ask me somethings.. I was wondering should i tell her, what if she forgets about it totally? Then i just go ahead to remind her cuz after all, bd of mine has never been a big thingy cuz of my family background and culture.
Imagine she forgotten it totally, wow perhaps my heart gonna shatter into microns.

Was suppose to fetch her but i overslept.. I got an big headache when i realise it, it did broke her heart :( i know. I went back to sleep. Wake up again thinking would be a nice idea to send her to course.. Got the wrong info and stuff, waited at the bus stop, it rain. I've got no reply, was so sad... By the time she reply, she was already 80% of her journey.. awwwww double blow...
I went back home then. On my journey back, tears was held back, so painful experience. I just can't cry cuz its after all my fault.

I told "mum" about all this and she says, oh god, we 2 need to talk haha. Worry i'm very worried:(.

After my guitar lesson ard 5, waited for her call cuz her course finished at 5.30, instead she waited for my call... wow!!! triple blow!! from microns to nano...
Went to meet her after her course. She gave me a different greeting, i was worried:( hmmm things seems to be worse. But actually she was just quite tired... I might have been too sensitive haha..

where did we go after that, and what happened, i've forgotten em all. I think we only went for dinner then home, can't remember really.

This did not get better. But somehow it did. I've forgotten the whole process much but haha it's all overnow. i'm happy she's happy and we are happy <3

I remember there's 1 week when i sleep like 2 hours each day for 2 days wow, was with her and work work work.. Don't feel very tired.. cuz i didn't eat much, perhaps that explain why one feel tired after food.

Will postagainsoon..

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Wow too much food, i feel like vomiting now. Been a long time since i blog. Just started to work at DHL changi cargo center. I wanna blog all i want and care not about what others say. This could next time be my diary of memories.

I've been happy with my gf until lately. It's rather sad thing when your love one is away from you on your bd. I got to understand her cuz it's not planned thingy.

Work on 1-4th june.
I've been working straight from june 1st for it fair till 4th. Promoter for nippon electric company's laptop. I once help friend reformat one and thot it was a good idea. Pay was like 25 plus commission for weekdays and 35 for weekend. Didn't know lunch and dinner was provided. Was sent to give out flyers instead. Then thought i was good at technical specs and would be a better promoter. Took up the risk on 2nd day and got 1 sales. Each sales is $10 bucks. So it was a worthwhile risk, cuz it gave me experience(new) on promoters or sales line. I was too honest at promoting but that's my nature. I don't want customer to be cheated. 1st day giving out flyers i make some friends. 2nd was just pure experience. 3rd day was like hmmmmm trying out new style. Got 2 sales, was some improvement but i know it's not as customer wanted to buy and not my skill.Was unhappy when we serve a old couple and he went to other promoter to buy... piece of shit. That made me understand what's ks in this line. Final day, hmmm i decided to only explain to those who are here to buy it. I should have gotten 7 sales but inthe end only got 3 recorded. I was not so hunger for munie so i have to heart to forget it. There's lots of dark secret, so sad... Atleast what i told the customer is true and have no worries if one day walking down the street with my love one, they come and confront me. Got a few girls number on the last day but only sms 1 whom thot could be a friend. I'm attached and therefore stopped after the next day as i got to consider my love's feeling.

Gonna start new post after some sleep. I need it cuz i'm working tonight :)
Dear! Wo hao xiang ni :( Get well soon :)