wow, my time management is still lousy like shit

1 whole month never post... ok so i shall just post what i want to post... i got my license (class3) so long liao only drived once, feel like burrowing from 4th uncle to drive... only 2 uncle got car, number 2 is a self fish ass, but perhaps he wants ppl to learnt to be independent,,, but petrol>cab fees, so :( my boss asked me also if do i really have the need to drive/own a car? if got a bit of $$ perhaps wanna try start a small business 1st... what a businessman man, but perhaps 1st bitter then sweet might work... invest get more $$ then next time ownage of car would be chicken... perhaps i shall follows ben's footstep and go for motor.. according to lennert, pizza man job paying quite well... basic $4 and weekdays per trip += 50cent weekend pertrip += $1 and if 1 hour on weekend get like 10 trips in an hour it would be like??? $14 bucks/hour

But i am a road blind, sigh... current job is quite tough, but no job in life is ez, like bus driver dads' complains...

yawnz...

this time still at work place but quite fun, bosses not around, own time own target, chat a bit on msn also nvm, yesterday mrs boss ard, dare not chat ard, cuz the way she sound i can't really differentiate if she is serious or :/
funny ppl :X
but she tell me got cold storage at raffles area and i was woo, FOOD! WHAT"S LIFE WITHOUT FOOD By;samuel king

luckily i got some iap report so i can like have some memory...
perhaps the 1 month break after this iap i can upload all my memories..

added mrs boss to msn few days back, now sort of got some spot check :X but just be normal life ba else would stress ownself only...

xinhui, who is she, someone whom i am thinking every moment for the past er 3 years? saw some of her friendster pic and disappointed a little but... sigh... perhaps, i would learn to give up someday like mirc i did it :D

this is gonna be a long long blog cuz my iap place is so like a "tong hua gu shi home" the shape the woody feel, so romantic + 95fm omg, hao tao jui man...

IAP: i was actually sent to SSMC sg silly corn manure center for those who know know la, $600 per month and that idiotic RAYMOND TAN said there got good equipment to train us, but that time i go, for us also that lame PC, equipments? i think myPC>schPC>ssmcPC so haha, but $$ wise perhaps i wasted some... at least my own finding iap place got some pros like DR zhuCB, same china guy, i am chinese too! I screwed interview at ssmc by telling i found my own iap place, lousy place lousy impression they gave me, when i was there for interview, my friend who is doing iap there tell me he eating, so i think ok lah wait lor, we asking for food 1, but wait that big sign 2 hours +- never eat lunch then once i go eat less then 5 mins he come liao, wtfs... then interview 2 person, then i say i go 1st then i tell him i got my own place, he say why you got own place sch still send you here, i was like eee NYP SSMC big shots with lousy ammo... poor org omfg... then he say go bah, if your heart not here we won't take you, so i think hmmm ok go go lor, confident! i am better i could > ssmc someday.. then next day i ask the other guy, he say the interviewer ask him why result so louya still kena sent there, and my result is .5gpa better so phew!! i am at no lost perhaps $$ yes... and anyway he said he would take 1 of us 2 so perhaps i am a better man :X

1st day sent to lan shop, thot i would be paid attachment pay and do work there and at same time do the website, then the less exp guy was ask to stop and keep asking why i took over, man so terror... then boss call and asked me if i wanna go work at hp site, so happy but travel distance 1 hour solid... again i stress those govenment dogs whom say sg small dot, infrastructure so good anywhere can be reach within 1 hour... i was thinking, that's the failure of sg ppl... and stupid dogs... even lect in sch use this phrase, the black dog chairman of engineering with the kuku face... at the student dialogue, hope he would be dumb 1 day..

then went there, 1st thing edit html stuff, and know what? what i learnt in sch was like chicken shit, at there then i see the real things i long wanna touch... dynamic...

then i found out javascript is so ez, perhaps i was too busy playing games in the past, sigh* and 4 sems of programming if i were to spent those time on game on programming, i would own!!.. thinking back i thought someone some subjects for o'lvl and now he is top few elites in china for iap, perhaps the way i slack since sec 1 is the worse step........

ok tired now, and i got very lousy discelipline at home, so perhaps i can't tell when then i will post again..........
sigh*
what a lousy autoBIOgraphy
xn.............